STUPID BITCHES OUT OF LINE.

im back only to clarify some nasty things being said towards me. I AM trying to recover. a young girl attending my school whom anonymously commented on my formspring saying:
I would just like to say I go to your school, and I know who you are not to be creepy.I found your blog and I'm a bit confused. You are not as ill as you say to be. You are in very good shape and I've seen you eat. WHy are you lying?

This baffled me, it made my stomach hurt. i have gained about 20lbs, im at 118lbs now from trying to recover and seeing my therapist about treatment options... looking healthy and fit. everyday really sucks. becasue i feel disgusting and fat and i actually kind of hate myself. i haven't been eating this past month, i've been trying not to because ive been so discouraged. i tried to think that only i was judging myself and that i was doing everything for an audience of one, me.
when this girl said this to, i thought it was funny, i thought it was mean, then i think... she has the right to ASSUME? she doesn't know me? she doesn't follow me everywhere? she obviously doesn't know what anorexia nervosa nor bulimia are... she does't know my BMR is at a pityfull 650cal. she knows nothing.... and it hurts me that she doesn't.
ive never had a serious trigger before really...but...
i refuse recovery. i will find this girl, when im back to 99 lbs with bed sores gallore.
i knew i was so fucking fat, i just needed her to tell me that to my face.
silly little girls... all poor little bitch girls...
Hannah.
i dont care now who sees this blog. i hope everyone at my fucking school see this.