-4 pounds of my ass

Its as if my lovely little bloggers are disappearing. Unless my Google reader is broken because it claims i only have 60new reads when im used to 300-something! oh well...we all take breaks... I mean I've been gone for a fuckton of time...

I'm down 4 pounds, I hope to lose 4 more pounds by January 9th, so I can at least be at 116 pounds, yeah know? I've started purging again, its a painful experience since my body had recovered from all the vomiting and internal decay, but I get one hell of a high from it.

By my birthday I should be an unhealthy 105lbs again.

HAPPY NEW YEARS BTW. I have the choice of going to three parties. No food, all booze, and a good one night stand.

My new eating schedule:

breakfast: half cup veggie soup- 60 cal

lunch nothing: rien

Dinner: one piece toast, 1/8 cup cashews -170 cal

Total: 230 cal

Exercise:

aerobics: 1 hour-600 cal

running: 30 min-300 cal

Total for the day: 770 out take